Damn....

...I like taking a bit of time between posts. Again, it's been awhile and that is not necessarily a good thing. I've got a therapy appointment today at 1:00. We're supposedly going to talk about 'what sobriety means to me'. Atleast that was the thought at the end of our last session. So I had to read some pages out of the 'Facing the Shadow' workbook.

I'm also three sessions in with my acupuncturist. I must say that I am really liking this woman. She is challenging me to change. Telling me to exercise, eat properly, read, and to get involved in something besides just sitting around. In other words, she is telling me to take action. Any action would be better than no action. I've got to get myself moving and doing things again. It feels a little overwhelming but I'm liking the interest. It feels as though someone cares about me.

Some other big news is that I (or should I say my wife and I) have bought a new Toyota Tacoma truck. It will be delivered on Wednesday. I'm excited about it. I love basic trucks and feel comfortable in them. My Volvo has always made me feel like I have to be someone I'm not. It's as if I had to be better, smarter, quicker, faster. I've felt many people have done some prejudging by the car. It is what it is but the Volvo does make me feel a bit out of sorts from myself, or who I want to be. I just want to be me. Nothing special. Just and ordinary guy that wants simplicity in his life.